第二十三章-改变(2/2)

“爸爸”，容嫣抿了抿嘴唇，思量再叁后开口，“我妈妈呢，她在哪”

刘妈听不下去江道生说的话，皱着眉拦在容嫣身前把她抱进屋里，“刘妈”，刚消肿的脸蛋又哭得泣不成声，“现在你还觉得他们是爱我的吗”

“喂，又打算糊弄我”，显然对方不买账，“你起码跟我透个底，女朋友还是追求对象啊，别到时被别人截胡去”

记得小时候几个小朋友在一起讲故事，有一个女孩很认真地看着我说她知道我家的秘密，就在大家都很好奇地让她说出来时，我得知了原来哥哥姐姐与我是同父异母的事实，我哭着跑回家问我爸妈，他们一再否认，但不可否认的是随着成长的经历，我通过一件又一件事情来证实了这个秘密，可他们不愿开口，我也不想提及

父亲只弯下身把她招唤过来，亲昵又宠爱，“这么晚还不睡觉啊”

容嫣紧扣门厅的墙壁，看着徐徐而到的父亲被人挽上手臂，那女人温柔地责怪着，“你怎么没告诉我家里还有孩子”

“我没有做梦”，她反驳，“我只是想知道为什么别人都有家长陪同参加活动，可我总是孤零零的一个人”

“那岂不是投其所好了”，他不动声色地将前一句掠过

“你骗人”，她哭得更加难过，“他们根本不爱我”

刘妈没有说话，只是收紧搂在她肩上的力度，“我宁愿没被生下来”，她那时还不懂牺牲品的概念，只是觉得自己如同路边没人要的丧家之犬般寂寞可怜，就算没有家庭的爱，依旧要承受着超乎年龄的伤害

否也会好奇地围在一旁，直到听到那声开口才猛然惊醒，“你爸妈是假结婚，他们根本不想要你生下来的”

“有些事您还是不要搞得那么清楚”，她总是开门见山地直率回击，“大家本分做事，踏实赚钱不好吗”

因为她自己也搞不懂到底该怎么将这错综复杂摸清捋顺，踏实本分也不能作数了，且当是暴风雨前的洗礼罢

那晚她守在窗旁，直到看见江道生的车驶进院子，飞也似的跑到楼下，她想要问个清楚，可是等来进门的却不是父亲，而是某位不知名的妙龄女郎，“小朋友，你是谁呀”，那女人踩着高跟，浓妆艳抹地对她友好问候

“是你母亲不要你的”，那作为父亲的人脸上竟没有半分适才的温柔慈爱，“我养你这么大，吃喝玩乐样样都是最好的，你还有什么不满足，你若是有本事，大可去找她！”

她哭着跑回家扑进刘妈的怀里，“我的爸爸妈妈是假结婚，是真的吗，刘妈”，眼泪止不住地流下，可容嫣那时却只想听到她最信任的人的解答，“他们本来不打算生下我的是不是”

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刘妈被她的反应吓得惊慌失措，一方面责怪那胡乱说话的孩子，一方面心疼泪流满面的容嫣，“小姐，无论什么时候你都要明白，父母永远是最爱你的”

“噗”，没等江道生回答，漂亮阿姨率先笑出声，“看来小孩子做噩梦想妈妈了”

“没有”，他给人最后提示，“你若真想搞清楚，可以好好地培养她，结果不会让你失望的”

“以后还是别开这种玩笑”，他克制着怒意，耐心回应着，“大家都是本分做事的人，那些泼脏水的话该说不该说，这么大年纪了，不用我来教你掂量”

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“你推荐的那位到底是什么来头”，赵平山打着电话向杨楚泽打听，“今天我们刚见完面，导演说她气质独特，相貌体态也都符合条件，是个做演员的料”

“嗨，我这不过是跟你瞎扯几句”，显然这样的解释没得到对方的回应，他只好给人下气，“得，是我话多，下次不会了”

“认识的一位朋友”

“刘妈”，江道生不愿在这时和容嫣交流耗费时间的，他处理教育事件的首选便是将麻烦转移到他人身上，“带嫣儿回屋睡觉”

“有人说你们是假结婚，爸爸”，容嫣固执地不肯离去，“你们最开始是不是根本不想要把我生下来”，这句话问出口，泪水便抑制不住地在眼里打转，她指着江道生身旁的女人质问，“如果你不回答我妈妈在哪，那你告诉我，她呢，她又是谁？！”

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“你不会是想进军娱乐圈吧”，挂断前，赵平山不死心地问着，“最近钱不好赚了？”，他实在好奇，到底是什么样的女人能托上杨楚泽的关系，要知道，这是多少人削尖了脑袋都够不到的肩膀，她竟然轻而易举地踩了上去

自那晚她撞见江道生带女人回家后，仿佛开启了这种偶遇的先河，有时他们肆无忌惮些，上楼时打闹戏笑，她被吵醒后便偷溜下床出去查看，那时的容嫣哪里懂得偷欢之事，只是追溯到那扇厚重的门口便听不到任何。可总有东窗事发之时，她至今还记得，那些淫秽混乱不堪的场面，令人厌恶又作呕，也就从那时起，相比于承受和唯诺，她激发了所谓叛逆乖张的另一面

“哟”，那人来了兴致，“又是哪位老板的小情人打算赚零花钱了”

后来容嫣靠着处女作出现在公众视野，赵平山先下手为强地将其招入旗下公司，高强的业务能力以及优越的自身条件让她在业界杀出一条独特的路线，多少公司为她抛出诱人的橄榄枝，只是容嫣念着旧情一再拒绝，当然这其中也不乏赵平山多次对她背景的以及和杨楚泽关系的打探，可相比于某人的迂回宛转，仿佛容嫣的回答更能让他彻底死心

当童言无忌施散在同龄人身上时，表现得并非天真稚嫩，实际却如她当时感受到的，被父母嫌弃的惊恐和面对周遭其他怪异眼光的局促紧张，她又该说些什么来反击呢，明明这样的秘密已经给了她最好的答案，原来自己本该便不会得到爱啊

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