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闻言，乔氏神色霎时凛起，在此之前她对?这事一无?所知，“是伤到了头吗？你怎么不?早说，现在就寻胡大夫来给你——”“已经大好了。”秦桢边说边拦住欲要唤来田嬷嬷去寻胡大夫的乔氏，停顿少顷，又说回了适才?的话?题，“但其实在很短很短的几日中，记忆全无?的我又对?他起了好感。”乔氏上下打?量着她的额头多时，确定真的是恢复后忽而悬起的心才?落回了实处，又睨见她神色间的欢喜，心中的忧虑也?散了几分，随之而来的是淡淡的庆幸，庆幸她寻到想要的幸福，“只要你觉得欢喜那就好。”秦桢笑着颔了颔首。说到这儿她眸光掠过窗棂，清澈瞳孔中映着模模糊糊的院中景色，稍显狐疑地回眸看向这三年时不?时会去院中小坐的姨母，不?解地问：“您不?觉得我的小院与鹤园很像吗？”起身取来木梳的乔氏闻言扬唇笑了笑，知道她在困惑什么，“你院中的池塘还未搭起时，我就看出了它们几乎一模一样的事情?。”秦桢离开国公府的年岁中，她不?仅仅会去宣晖园，偶尔也?会来鹤园中小坐，是以当秦桢那座独居院落成型之时她就已经意识到了这一点?，只是一直不?说罢了。“不?过就算是知道，也?没有什么好说的。”乔氏拆下她头上的簪子?，与年幼时那般替她梳着乌黑秀发，“我那时觉得，既然已经有了另一个‘鹤园’，又何必让这个鹤园留住你。”秦桢闻言，眼眸又热了几息。她仰头忍住在眼眶中打?转欲要落下的水光，心中涌起一股难以言语的暖意，很难去言说这一刻的心思。很多时候秦桢都觉得自己?年少时刻的不?幸中又带着别人艳羡的幸。双亲的骤然离世让她成为了孤女，这是不?幸。而姨母的出现，是她不?幸中的幸运。十一岁的那年冬日，乔氏忽而出现在秦桢眼前时那是她们的宇睿倒是挨了道。“收到玉石的时候，我当时想着给沈聿白刻个玉佩，草案都已经画好，后来发生了这些个事情?，也?就不?了了之了。”秦桢神情?淡淡地说着。提及这件事时她的心情?也?不?似多年前那般难受，就仅仅只是曾经的往事而已。不?会忘却，但也?不?会再因此而感到难过。“如今他按照你当时的草案给你刻了个不?伦不?类的公鸡？而收到这块公鸡后，你的回礼则是想把当年未尽之事完成？”周琬听着听着也?就明白了，自顾自地推测着：“你们俩的事情?还没有个谱呢，怎么就互换定情?信物?了？”定情?信物?？秦桢哑然失笑。睨见好友双颊悄然荡起的粉嫩之色，周琬眼眸中的笑意渐深，意味深长地撞了撞她的肩膀，言语中的意思却不?似神情?中荡起的这般揶揄。“确定就是他了吗？”缕缕阳光穿过树荫落在门槛上，秦桢微微颔首‘嗯’了声，“就是他了。”周琬闻言，轻笑了声，“如果确定了，就大踏步地朝前走吧，不?论什么时候回头，我都会在你的身后。”“不?劝我吗？”秦桢抬起脚越过门槛，望着院中悄然落下的叶子?，“我还以为你会劝我慎重选择。”“如果是三年前我会劝你，不?过……”周琬语气微停，眸光不?疾不?徐地掠过她的脸颊，笑道：“如今的秦桢和以前的秦桢可?不?同，以前的你满心满眼都是沈聿白，追逐着他的身影而走，以他为中心，现下的秦桢可?不?会。”

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她能够有自己?的小脾气。乔氏后来很长一段时间都处在懊恼之中，但凡当初能够不?顾秦桢的意愿，坚决地否决秦桢与沈聿白的婚事，她就不?会被南墙撞得头破血流。他们重逢的这段时日来，乔氏嘴上不?说实际也?在观察着他们，也?能够看清自家儿子?眼眸中日渐升起的欣喜，及那颗时时藏不?住的心思，他不?曾与其他女子?有过感情?，处理起与秦桢的事情?时冒冒失失，全然没有平日中胜券在握的模样。可?是也?正是如此，乔氏也?更加忧虑。很多时候她都在想，要是这份动心来得再早些，那就好了，而不?是如今才?跌跌撞撞地闯入，摇摆着秦桢的内心。“姨母希望你开心自在的，遵循内心去追求自己?的幸福，而不?是被我，或是被萦绕在心底的愧疚绊住了脚。”淡淡的语气如同袅袅炊烟，慢慢地融入微风之中穿过层层叠叠的阻碍，一下一下地敲击着秦桢的心房，道道敲击不?痛，是雀跃而又令人满足幸福的力道，漾得她返红的眼眶微微湿润。言语时，嗓音也?凝了半响方才?落出响音。“今夜您看到我和他站在一起，那时的我心中是雀跃的，也?很是愉悦。”秦桢抬手擦去姨母眼角禁不?住溢出的水光，道：“离开国公府的三年，我也?没有过得特别难捱，后来的日日夜夜我都是欢喜的，只是……”她顿了顿，沉默半响，“只是那样的欢喜，与今夜的欢喜是不?同的。”就算是到了今日，重新踏入了同一条河流之中，秦桢也?不?觉得曾经的三年是白白浪费的无?用功，独自生活的这三年中，她渐渐明白了许多以前不?会去想的事情?。与其去追逐求而不?得的事物?，不?如将?心思落在自己?的身上，如同打?磨玉石般抛光，变成更好更耀眼的自己?。“对?他的愧疚是有，但这份愧疚不?是促使我选择他的理由。”秦桢抿了抿唇，本?不?想将?山中的事情?告诉乔氏让她担心，可?如今好似不?说又会让她陷入另一种忧愁之中，思忖须臾，还是道：“失踪的那几日，我的记忆曾经有短暂的缺失，我忘记了我是谁，也?忘记了他是谁。”

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朝暮入我心 第96(2/2)

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