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温馨点了点头,“一眼就能看出来。”

话是这么说,道理赵奕然也懂,但她做不到。她知道宋潮汐不喜欢她,也不会和她在一起,可她就是放不下。那是她的初恋,是她青春中不能言说的秘密。

赵奕然叹了口气,整个人趴到桌子上,“今天是她的生日,但我却不高兴。”

“然然!”

闻言,赵奕然噌的一下子坐起身来,兴奋得瞪大了眼睛看着温馨,“真的假的?是谁?咱们公司的?还是其他公司的?是你的同学或朋友吗?”

温馨的这一席话,触动了赵奕然,她知道温馨的性格很好,但也没想到她的爱情观居然这么伟大。她被感动了,眼眶也跟着湿润。她和温馨很像,她们都爱着一个不会爱自己的人,但她却做不到温馨的大度。

“馨姐,你现在也没有对象吧。你呢?有喜欢的人吗?”认识温馨也有一年了,她家里的情况赵奕然大概了解一些,但她从未听过温馨提起自己的感情生活。

那日帮赵奕然挑选礼物的时候,温馨就知道她是要送给自己喜欢的人。她现在还记得赵奕然那时的目光,毕竟喜欢和爱意这种东西是想藏也藏不住的,只看有没有有心人会发现。

想着今晚宋潮汐就要去和男朋友度过只属于他们两个人的夜晚,赵奕然的心就拧着疼。一整天心不在焉,魂不守舍,就连温馨叫她一起去吃午饭,她都没有去。

赵奕然沉浸在自己的世界中,隐约听到耳边有人不停地叫着自己的名字。她迷茫的寻着声音的来源看过去,就见她妈担忧的看着她。

傍晚,赵奕然回了家。平时,宋潮汐总会比她先回来,今儿她到家时只有宋国和白青在。

温馨知道她再苦恼什么了,有分寸的没有深入打听,“爱上一个不喜欢自己的人很辛苦,要懂得及时止损。若是有机会,那拼尽全力也要让对方看到自己的爱意。若是没机会,不如趁早放弃。”

赵奕然愣了一下,随即有些不好意思地笑了笑,“很明显吗?”

温馨笑了笑,向后仰背靠着椅子,抬头看向天花板,目光有些暗淡,“或许是吧。”

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她轻轻地贴着宋潮汐,用微乎其微的声音说道:“宋潮汐,生日快乐。”

这个模棱两可的答案并没有浇灭赵奕然的好奇心,她继续问道:“你和他表白过心迹吗?为什么你们没有在一起?”

赵奕然从未对别人说过自己对宋潮汐的爱意,这么多年来,她一直小心翼翼的怀揣着这样的心思自己度过一个又一个日夜。

“然然?”

p; 宋潮汐一直只是呢喃了一句,就没了动静。知道她没睡醒,赵奕然松了口气。

不,那应该不是大度,而是真正的爱,可以成全他人的爱。

当白青说:“开饭啦”的时候,赵奕然下意识的想说:潮汐还没回来。但很快,她就想起来今天是宋潮汐的生日,她说要和朋友们一起过,还有她那个聚少离多的男朋友。今晚,她要自己睡那张床了吧。

“嗯。”赵奕然不想让别人知道自己的心思,更不想让人知道自己喜欢的人是和自己一样的同性。并非她觉得这是丢人的事情,只是宋潮汐是直女,和自己不一样,她不想给宋潮汐添麻烦。

温馨长得很好看,身材高挑消瘦,肤白貌美,性格也是敢爱敢恨,这样的女人有些独特的魅力。按理来说,还有很多人追求。实际上也确实如此,追求温馨的人有很多,别说他们公司,就连这栋写字楼里的其他公司的人也都有喜欢温馨的。但,温馨从来没有接受过别人的爱。

“然然?”

温馨歪头看向赵奕然,目光复杂,“没有表白,但她有喜欢的人了。”只一眼,她又将目光重新投向天花板,“我知道她一定很喜欢那个人,所以我不打算表白让她知道,不想给她造成负担。这样也挺好的,她守着她喜欢的人,我守着我喜欢的人。”

“有。”温馨没有的否认。

在赵奕然眼中,温馨是个非常好的人。无论是对待工作,还是对待家庭,她都是一个合格且完美的新时代女性。她想不明白,会有什么样的人拒绝这么一个好人。

“礼物没送出去?”

“嗯?你刚才说什么了吗?”赵奕然看着白青,眨了眨眼睛,模样无辜。

看出赵奕然心情不太好,温馨不知该如何安慰她。自己去吃了饭之后,给赵奕然带回来一份水果切块。

“你今天不太高兴。”温馨坐到赵奕然身边,开口说话,不是疑问句,而是肯定句,“因为你喜欢的那个人。”

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